there's this girl at school who i really really really really really really really don't like. she is such a posuer! (she thinks she's so hardcore 'cause she shops at hot topic...) and she always whines and complains about her life is so hard (it's not, trust me. my dad used to beat me (thank god he stopped drinking and got his life back together and stopped drinking, he's actually pretty cool), well, anyway, she tries to compare that with her mom telling her what to do.). and she crys at the littlest things. (one time she was crying at lunch (in front of the guy she likes) because she was remembering how kids made fun of her last year (they called her a crybaby, go figure) when i told her that kids at my old school used to break my glasses and shove and outright beat me, she got all O.O then, she had the nerve to say "my stuff is worse 'cause they did emotional damange to me" i wanted slap her.) she's a follower. deffintely. you can tell she's preppy, but she acts emo 'cause the guy she likes is emo. then, she took up drawing 'cause i draw and apparently she was jealous that i talk to that guy a bit more than her (i don't even like him.....) and she has the nerve to tell me that she's a much better drawer. oh, she kinds copies everything i do (she's like a leech.) i guess it's 'cause i'm friends with alot of people (popular kids too. the good ones.) and she wants to "fit in" sheesh. even the guy she likes knows she's a poseur.
anyway, i really dislike her, but, unfortantely, due to circumstances, she sits at the table i sit at, so, she kinds thinks we're friends (for some reason, people think i just don't have it in me to hate people....). well, i was absent for 2 days (i get sick easily, part of the reasonn i got picked on at my old school) i came back to find out that "m" (i'm gonna call her that) got together with "B" (not the guy she likes, he flat out told her he didn't like her,) i asked her "i thought you gave up on love ever since "e" said he didn't like you" (again, this was stupid. apparently, kids think i'm cool 'cause i like "anime/manga characters" and so she said that she likes them too now.) well, she said "yeah, but i felt bad for "b", it's out of pity."
........................................................i let in sink in, then i looked at her and thought "honey, you take what you can get, with you looking like a poseur and all. i don't think you have the option to choose." (i didn't actually say that though.) anyway, "b" has gotten 3 girls preggers, and i thought "how do actually feel sorry for a sexist pig like that?" anyway, it's gonna three days, tops.
all i can say is that i'm sick and tired of this whiney crybaby poseur who doesn't give a rat's butt about anyone but herself. maybe that's why no one likes her (not to be mean)